| Brilla Samay

June 26 Horoscope: The Grief Is the Gate

Hi friends, welcome to June 26 horoscopes.

Hello, New Moon. You’re going to tell me she was easy? You’re going to tell me you didn’t feel that resistance? Guys… I wanted to give you a good story. Like, genuinely. I wanted to give you a good story that’s like, “Oh, she’s beautiful. She’s magical.” And she is. This New Moon was beautiful and amazing and full of opportunity. But it was also very heavy and demanding—and not meant to be easy. You understand?

So when we navigate today, the day after the New Moon, the Moon is still in Cancer. And so we’re still in that flow of uncertainty.

Let me emphasize that.

We’re looking for a new home.
We’re looking for a new place to camp out.
A new space we can say, this is my safe spot.

And the reason we’re doing this is because the old world is gone.
It’s nuked.
The old world post-2020 is gone.

And grief is setting in for people who haven’t mourned it—or who still don’t know what’s going on.

Let me remind you:
July is the peak of the no-turning-back zone.
I said that this New Moon was one of the turning points, but July is going to solidify everything into the ground.

What’s happening in July is we’re going to have Sagittarius retrograde. And Uranus is going to Gemini. You need to put your seatbelt on for that.

Uranus entering Gemini is going to very quickly acclimate everybody to “the future is here.”
And if you have any Cancer placements, you need to start the process of grief. I’m not even being dramatic about this.

And you know what, guys? I’ve been working on my grief since 2020.


A Memory I’ll Never Forget

What happened in 2020? I’ll never forget.

I think I shared this in Cosmic Alchemy Academy—that story about my sister waking up to more of the truth of the world. I never considered myself asleep. I was always an underperformer to society. That was how I protected myself.

I never really went to sleep. I was always curious, asking questions, attuned. But in 2020, I felt it.

In middle school, I had read The Giver, and I remember being so scared by it. Because I knew it was the future. It was the truth. Somebody wrote a story about the future and I didn’t know how. I didn’t understand how someone could be so ahead of time. But something in my spirit knew: this is real.

If you’ve never seen the movie, I can’t spoil it fully, but it’s a post-Aquarian world. The worst of the Aquarian paradigm. A utopia that’s kind of like hell on earth, to be honest. And the boy—the Giver—is the one who holds all the truth. He’s considered the only sage. And he has to pass down his gift.

And the fine line is: what will he do with that truth?

That’s what 2020 felt like.


So my sister asks me about the lockdowns and the ridiculous mandates and all the shit going on. And she’s like, “What do you think is happening? No, really, what do you see?”

And I remember I had this psychic moment. I looked at her and I said,
“We’re about to lose the color in the world.”

And she was like, “What the fuck?”

She didn’t actually react that way. She was kind of lowkey scared. She went quiet. And I explained more to her.

But that’s what was happening.
We were saying goodbye to the world we knew.

And I know that sounds dramatic. If you’re not an astrologer, it sounds insane. But the truth is, we’ve only ever known a world with these outer planets in certain signs. That’s the world we built adulthood in. And now that they’re changing—there is no energy in the heavens for certain things anymore.

Let me tell you what there’s no energy for:

  • Hierarchy

  • Victimization

  • Martyrdom

That’s all gone. Nuked. And soon, there will be no energy for the old physical world, either. Because we are moving into an electronic, technologic, energetic wave field.

We’re leaving Newton’s world.
We’re entering the quantum world.


Uranus in Gemini = The Quantum Leap

That’s the turning point. Uranus in Gemini is going to end the known measurements of everything. We are leaving the age of Isaac Newton and entering quantum physics.

If you’re in Cosmic Alchemy Academy, you know I’ve told my story about asking a very triggering question to a well-known astrologer. I didn’t even realize how triggering it was. But I’ve been praying on it. Asking God why I would ask that question—why it had to come through me.

Recently, I received some very interesting news about who Isaac Newton really is. I’ll be sharing that soon inside Cosmic Alchemy Academy.

But let me just say… There’s a lot going on about the future. And you don’t want to be dragged into it.

You want to choose it.

Right now, you can choose who you want to become. The kind of leader you are. Who you are leading for.

By 2026, that choice may be made for you.
So don’t miss this moment.


You Are Not Waiting to Be Saved

You are the one steering the ship.

No one’s coming to save you.
No one’s giving you permission.
It’s going to be you saying,
“We need to go this way.”
“I need to go this way.”

And I’ll always encourage you in that. That’s my frequency.
I know in my heart that part of my purpose is to help people escape the matrix.

I was trained for this. As a child.
My biggest pain was being in a cult and being the different one.
I couldn’t celebrate birthdays. I couldn’t do anything “normal.”

But even then, I knew I was training for something.

Now? I can hold the frequency of not belonging to a world that’s manufactured in black magic. I’m not going that way.

And I want you to feel the same.
You don’t need the illusion.
You don’t need the blindfolds.
You’re here to make your own path.


Your Homework: Create a New Comfort

Old me comforted with food. That’s just honest.

New me? I comfort with skincare.
Self-care. Essences. Massage.
Being gentle with my body.

This is new for me. Slowing down. Being present with a body that’s carried me so far—even though I’m still kind of young.

I want to be reflective. I want to be connected to all parts of myself:

  • My higher self

  • My present self

  • My past self

We’re all here right now. My body carries my scars, my stories. And I’m here for it. No shame. That’s a societal construct.


The Mars Sabian Symbol: We Are All Children of God

Mars is currently at 4° Virgo.
The Sabian Symbol:
“A Black child playing with white children.”

This is about freedom from prejudice.
Freedom from mental constructs.
Freedom from societal programming.

It says:

“Racial prejudice is evidence of a fundamental misunderstanding of the nature of reality.
When we have inner strength, we no longer depend on culture or code.
A true seeker would never carry the weight of social prejudice.”

And the line that got me:
“We are all children of God.”

Say it with me.
We know this in our hearts. We feel this in our bones.

And that’s why I keep saying—you cannot carry the weight of the whole world. You are not meant to end every war, every injustice, every systemic wound.

It didn’t start with you.
It won’t end with you.

But you can anchor into your knowing.
That is your reality.
That is your truth.

We are all lights of God.
We are all lights of God.
We are all lights of God.

Don’t forget it.

I love you. I’ll see you tomorrow.

Have a soft rest of the New Moon.

—Brilla

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